Help...

Help...It's something that in the past, I haven't been good at asking for.

I have it all under control.
I can handle it.
I am superwoman.

I am an idiot for ever thinking this way.

I need help.
Help raising my child.
Help running my business.
Help keeping my heart and mind focused on whats truly important.

Child rearing...
I'm so thankful to have help.
I am blessed with a wonderful husband, who takes good care of me and Beazer.
Fortunate to have amazing family that let Tyler and I have date nights.
We thank God everyday for the amazing woman that takes care of Bea while I'm at work.
Sara Miller, you rock!

Shop Keeping...
I don't know what I would do without our amazing staff at the shop.
At first, it was scary to hire employees, now I have no idea how we operated without them.
Hailey, Hunter and Wills, thank you for taking care of our customers and being truly interested in and inspired by plants and flowers. All three of you have wonderful natural ability. Thank you for taking care of my other "baby" while I'm hanging out with my real baby!

Perspective...
Grateful for times of reflection and evaluation and learning about what really matters...
Moments with my family. Bea's laughter and her sparkling eyes. Tyler's delight in sharing music with us. Walks in the evening with my best friend and first born. Face time with my mom and dad. Little things that are SO big.

Friendship and sisterhood. Feeling so close and connected to my dear friends. Whether it's encouraging each other in the challenges of motherhood or talking about dreams of what's to come, I have never felt so lucky to have the friends I have.

Finding fulfillment in my days work. I am very lucky to own my own business, work for myself and be in a creative field. As we move into the busy season of weddings, I hope to be conscious and mindful of these blessings and be a good leader. I'd like to give each bride the flowers they have dreamed about and provide a positive work environment.

Sometimes I don't have it all under control.
Sometimes I can't handle it.
Most of the time I am NOT super woman.

That's okay. Tomorrow is a new day. I can ask for help.

3 Months!

Our sweet little Bea has already made a quarter trip around the sun.

She's so sweet and funny and her personality is really beginning to shine!
This time last year, Tyler and I were in New York for market when we found out Bea was on her way!


A little photo montage....

Thanksgiving


Helping mom at the shop...


First Christmas...


Snuggling with her brothers...


1 Month...


2 Months...


3 Months...


We are having so much fun and loving every moment!

Brides of Oklahoma Tablescape Shoot...

Birdie was thrilled to work with the super inspiring, Kimberlyn Hall of Blueberry Hill Events.
I had so much fun designing the flowers for this shoot.
The talented, Mr. Aaron Snow did the photography and Glorious Day Films made this AWESOME behind the scenes video of the shoot.
The shoot took place back in August, the temperature reached 100+ degrees and I was 8.5 months pregnant. It was worth it!
For a full list of vendors that worked on this project, check out the Brides of Oklahoma blog.

Harn Homestead :: Blueberry Hill Events :: Brides of Oklahoma from Glorious Day Films on Vimeo.

Beatrice Ann Huskerson

Miss Bea is here and she is so incredibly wonderful!
I can not believe how much she's grown in 7 weeks.
Here's one of my favorite photos lately.

Lately...

Lately we've been settling into a nice little nesting rhythm.

Cleaning and de-cluttering things around the house.

Did a few loads of laundry full of tiny little things.

Washed up all of her cloth diapers, onesies, blankets, swaddles and socks.

How in the world do you keep track of socks that tiny?!?!

I think my favorite baby item is her Aden and Anais bamboo swaddle blankets.

Holy moley!

They are so soft! Do they make them in adult sizes?

It's been fun trying out new recipes and making and baking warm food.

I've been nesting at the shop too.

Between training our new shop girls, putting out new product and enjoying our front door being propped open, it's been a really lovely week.

Nothing super notable, but a really lovely week.

Our hospital bags are packed.

We are 37 weeks today and I think she might be getting ready to make her debut!

Have a wonderful weekend!

Sierra + Kyle

We are winding down with weddings.

One more to go this weekend and then a break for the baby. :)

I wanted to share some images from Sierra and Kyle's June wedding in Deer Creek.

They are a darling couple and so beautiful!

The awesome Carl Zoch captured their day.

Enjoy!

Dustbowl Arts Market

This is tomorrow!!!